Magnitudes of me

2010-12-10T02:12:00.002+08:00

2:08ambtw will do. yes??i always thought ur hot lol

2010-12-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

I need

2010-12-03T11:50:00.002+08:00

a purse. My current one is tearing alrdy D:Microsoft Office for MacA new camera. My current one takes multiple frames in one shot, otherwise meaning it is going cuckooA new day-to-day handbagFoot cream. YES, foot cream people.A new phoneeeeee

Love

2010-11-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

Today (on fb chat)10:44amomg, there's this outrageously hot chick two seats next to me on my rightshe's wearing STRIPESHUBBA HUBBA10:44amHAHHAHAHA10:45ami'm afraid to talk to herD:she's got this aura ya know?10:46amwaliaoso kua cheonggot anot10:47amwhat's kua cheong?10:48am-.-blowing things outta proportion10:49amnahshe's THAT hot okdid i mention the STRIPES?:P10:49amhahahyealah i know you got a

YAY

2010-11-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

Got friggin 103 for Toefl outta 120Sea monkeys are so tiny and successfully brought to life+ Sayang and I couldn't be more stronger. :)

Simple.

2010-10-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me!

2010-10-17T17:00:00.002+08:00

the camera strap from hullabaloo. It's still 2 more months till my birthday, but my sayang already bought me something! *GASPS*He immediately saw my wish list and went to enquire about the camera strap which I totally didn't expect him to buy for me. But he did. Even contacted Regina on how to bank in and stuff. So cute and so sweet isn't he? My reaction to this surprise: CRY the tears of joy and

Happy birthday Mummy

2010-10-17T11:35:00.003+08:00

It's my mother's 49th birthday today. Hope she likes her card which is entirely handmade. I love to hand-make cards, it's just so fun to personalize and do a card entirely to your idea. No? :)love you mummy!

An early birthday surprise

2010-10-16T15:21:00.001+08:00

Knowing that sayang bought something for me with the constant help of my sister without me noticing is BEYOND me.I love you honey.

2010-10-12T21:53:00.003+08:00

My mother really thinks the best of me. Flattered yet afraid that I've disappointed her expectations and judgements.

Just for you.

2010-10-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

Why don't?

2010-10-12T00:13:00.001+08:00

Will have to include this into a list of songs to bring along to ensure the next holiday mood is set. Awesome feel to the song, i really like.

For those of you who love me enough

2010-10-09T23:28:00.005+08:00

I OFFICIALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAYThe list. (as of Sat, Oct 9th)Camera strap in blue from www.projecthullabaloo.blogspot.com $RM100Fujifilm Fine Pix x100 camera. Available early 2011A funky pretty water resistant watch that tahans lasak. ie Expensive new watch of my choice.Unlimited supply of SeamonkeysThat's about it for now. Will update with anything else that I need:)

To my sayang.

2010-10-08T03:26:00.004+08:00

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes byI'm hopin' just to be by your sideYou seem to know the wayTo turn my frown upside downYou always know what to sayTo make me feel like everything's okaySo now I'm here waitin' to see youMy remedy for all that's been hurtin' meKnock, knock...'Cause you're all I need right now, it's trueNothin' works like you

It seems that I can't get enough of you honey.

2010-09-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

I always smell my fingers after you leave. Because in the midst of everything, I manage to capture your scent on the tips of my fingers hoping it will fill my head with thoughts and wonders of you while you get home. I can't get enough of you sayang :)On another note,I VANT TO BAKEso baddddly. Hopefully apple cake this saturday

Quick update

2010-09-15T23:39:00.004+08:00

First interruption today. Then I was told that I was 'rounder' and gaining weight. Both by my Mother. Looks like I need to incorporate sports into my life regularly. Too bad tonging doesn't count. sheeshHollywood vs Vegas is gona be awesome!!! Can't wait. Halloween is gonna be laser tag day in Scream Park, lagi awesome!My credit is now RM3.08 and still going down, not so awesome. seriously my

It's About Time!

2010-09-03T21:53:00.005+08:00

Beta Reunion tomorrow night and I can't wait!I have been looking forward to this Saturday in weeks :DDD

2010-08-31T15:16:00.001+08:00

Having a relationship is tough. Not to mention rough.

There I said it

2010-08-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

Lemme tell you straight up, I hate my dad.No, I mean it. Sure I love him and all but there will always be hatred towards him, at some times.Especially when he decides to take my handphone and sim card away but mostly when he says I'm of no use and I'm stupid or dumb, which is occasionally. But mostly, I don't admit that he's my father when he gets fucking angry over little things. Usually happens

Updates. First weekend of sem break

2010-08-09T01:06:00.004+08:00

I had dinner with the NG'S tonight. Oh boy did I expect worse. Was a bit shy with the food, but above all I felt really accepted (:Watched a game with sayang. Well, half a game which later MU took the winnings and sayang won the bet we made.BOUGHT A FREAKING MACBOOK PRO TODAY. (finally)totally using it right now to blog and other shit. Am so lovin my own piece of technology!Ate and enjoyed my

This is another love entry folks

2010-07-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

Say this in a British accentGoodbye my "Gorgeous, scrumptious lil' sugar muffin!"

Presentation.Juice Party.Bon Odori and Broga Hills.

2010-07-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Again. Picture *vomit*:)

I think

2010-07-15T21:20:00.003+08:00

....that being with you has made me stronger.....that being with you has made me gather more courage to try and do what I love, like singing. But in public with audiences :O....that you have infected me with your jokes and mannerisms....that you are the perfect jakun partner 8D....that. No, I know that you are slowly bringing out the romantic in me....that you love me too much. Too much for you

In no particular order

2010-07-10T21:51:00.008+08:00

Pretty lazy to type but shall just regurgitate (some)photosandlet you see the wonderfully-tiring day I had.:)[featuring 4 of Ganesh's photos]

You're an emotional wreck

2010-07-08T19:59:00.006+08:00

Baby, you are like a sunken ship. Stranded in the middle of the ocean, like titanic. But darling, the waters aren't icy cold. All you need is a life-saver float and you will make it through till someone comes along. And sayang, that's where I come in. I am your float. I keep you alive, I keep you sane, prevent you from drowning in your sorrows and thoughts. I am going to keep you alive, well and

Just checking in

2010-07-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

see the wonderful chessire cat like love face?nice noh?? haha :)Midterms are over. but soon there's Finals.There's things to do and a prom dress to hunt for!!Plus, planning for trips and vacations and browsing for things to complement my(incoming) macbook is absorbing my enthusiasm for everything else.Uno, dos, tres, quattro.

Waiting excites people for sure!

2010-06-30T20:51:00.005+08:00

I asked: So you can't live without me; like water or oxygen?He, shrugs and exhales."Sayang, I'd rather drown and suffocate if it meant living without you"All together now.... AWWWWWW.and the more humialiating waterworks.p/s Looking for candied apples how-to's and recipes for upcoming 4th of July fund-raising event!

2010-06-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Every moment with you, I savour.Every moment without you, I suffer.-Jon a.k.a. Sayang.

Counting my blessings

2010-06-20T01:09:00.005+08:00

Good good day.Just came back from Mid Valley with the girls, (May Yuan, Darsh and my sis)where we had a lovely dinner and watched S&TC 2 !Don't worry, we were thinking about you the whole time Diane! If you're reading this: WE MISS YOU! Come back sooooon <3Dinner consisted of 4 girls and a boy. Or should I say a man?May and Darsh finally met Jon last night. Syg even ditched his Sat family dinner

My Space

2010-06-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i need my space.Too much of one person is not healthy for me. That's why I have many cliques of friends ya see..and I get mad when I don't get personal time. Be it for rest, play or even reflection.That's why I get mad at stupid things you can't seem to grasp sometimes.It's kinda a no brainer sometimes, but you always manage to make it seem so hard to do/locate. That's why I have such a

The 'Proposal'

2010-06-14T20:44:00.005+08:00

Everyday, he gives me the mushy feeling.Everyday, he showers me with care and support.Everyday, he never fails to tell me 'I love you sayang'.and everyday, I always feel wonder-fucking-lutely lucky to have him in my life.(Even when we don't see eye to eye)Seriously. I really appreciate that I have such a caring and romantic person as my boyfriend.Today, he officially asked me for Prom!He was all

Downs

2010-06-12T16:58:00.003+08:00

susahnya sometimes.bickering about little things.Then when he's sad, im mad at myself for bringing it up + the heartache that hits whenever I feel bad about it. lagi terukBut you know, these are my faults. and I'm working on them, so should you on yours.Let's play fair.I don't want this to turn sour

Dark. Mysterious. Sexual. Gaga.

2010-06-12T01:31:00.002+08:00

Madness = ooh la laaNotice 4.38WOWZA

Sayang..

2010-06-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

"Stay on the phone with me sayang, I wanna hear your voice" - J :D

Lack of will power

2010-06-05T04:37:00.004+08:00

I don't feel regretful at all.No fear of what the reprecussions might beBut there was definately doubt and betrayal on my mind at that moment.Still, I stand with what I said. It's unfinished business that had to be settled and clarified.& eventhough I found out new things, it's still the past. And I've put all of that behind me now.Just need to focus and appreciate what I have now and plan for

"Love is something you feel, you can't describe it"

2010-06-02T01:13:00.008+08:00

Dorothy who let me stay over at her place last Wed! The sweet Nat, at her surprise farewell party @ Sunway Giza. Clare Bear.---Sayang went through 2 hotel's stretch of beach to get to the more remote area JUST to collect seashells for me liked I requested for. Funny thing is, he got bitten by many sandflies and he now has such humongous bumps all over his body. Which are all like excreting puss.

uncomfortable

2010-05-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

"I've turn into one of those couples we hate and I'm loving it!"- StamfordSex and The Citywell, in my case the 'we' is only, me.I just think I PDA too much now

oh boy. im going against what i said tonite

2010-05-20T01:22:00.001+08:00

but... I need my own box of ciggies. D:

:S

2010-05-19T10:12:00.000+08:00

it was so weird talking to Adrian about Jon.

I want the freedom to do

2010-05-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

:-crazy wild ass things.for example, jump + run around naked in a field.enjoy the company of my boyfriend and not get scolding from me madre.the freedom to be my own person. without expectations from others. without responsibilities

Spore was our paktoh time :)

2010-05-15T14:35:00.003+08:00

You know something?I realised I get annoyed by unkept armpit hair. So i always must have them tweezed if not I get so frustrated and shit.

she is freaked out

2010-05-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

I duno whether to be sad or disappointed of what just happened.She doesn't freaking TRUST me with jon. or a boy for that matter. FUCK WHOEVER THAT HAS BEEN MESSING WITH HER BRAIN LAR

meet my boyfriend everyone

2010-05-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

so precious:)

WAHLIAOEH MUMMY

2010-05-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

asked u long time ago(in March) whether my passport was still valid or not and now u can deny that I didn't ask you that question. NOW MY BLOODY PASSPORT IS VALID LESS THAN 6 MONTHSand that means I can't go outta the country, to Spore. STUPIDFUCK. So tmr i need to wake up as early as 5.30am to bertolak at 6.30 atleast from my house to Subang Airport to the immigration place.I'm hoping everything

Too soon, too fast?

2010-05-02T11:39:00.003+08:00

I definitely don't feel single anymore. Doubts were running thru my head while dancing in the club last night with another dude. Just couldn't enjoy as much as I previously have when partyin.Maybe it's guilt. Or even maybe the sense of responsibility towards the other personBut I ain't saying i'm loving being in a relationship either. It's still new to me. I will need to get use to hanging out

Aoki this labor day!

2010-04-27T10:06:00.002+08:00

ok. relationship is definitely on its way and growing lovingly.BUT finals is sucking the life outta me.waiting for Singapore and my long awaited mani pedi :DHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

An item/ couple/ bf+gf ? we're just 2 ppl who like each othr (:

2010-04-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

It's official. But im not gona change my fb status anytime soon. Just cause I hate the relationship thingy on it and what with all the flooding comments -.-

givin me the fuzzies

2010-04-23T14:51:00.003+08:00

He calls me beautiful. :)and oi, a hickey? no!

2010-04-22T15:41:00.002+08:00

I MUST study my way to ace finals gao gaaaaaao

Something random no one should knw but my blog readers. haha

2010-04-20T08:11:00.010+08:00

I love my boxers! Until to the fact that I keep wearing them day after day, without putting it to wash.But don't worry, these boxers are used as shorts; not undies ;P---Listen to this:Marina and The Diamonds - I Am Not A Robotain't she just fucking hot? those lips...think I got a girl crush!

I like calling you sayang (:

2010-04-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Went Zorb-ing on Saturday!! Was so swell.Got to roll around and do a summersault for the first time in my life and I didn't break any limbs! :DThank you Monash Extreme Sports Carnival. ily!

2010-04-16T12:29:00.003+08:00

I NEED A DAY TO MYSELFaway from collegeaway from anyone but Ana. Somehow I think she's the only one that can lay things out clearly for me.a day where I worry about nothing.a day where I've achieved 'being free from attacthment' with my hair growing inches in a few minutes!a day where I feel the utmost relaxeda day where I can just be silent and reflect.A day where I'm in another state of mind so

Imagine putting a PAUSE button on this

2010-04-16T02:37:00.005+08:00

I said that I'll give you time (and space) to patch up your sucky relationship with her. But I'm slowly dying with all the ache I feel, behind my left chest. Just so you know.So don't break me because you already sorta won me over with your charm.I'm such a softie. uggggh

Dear Jon

2010-04-15T20:31:00.003+08:00

You're so sweet to (try and) wipe the sweat off my insanely un-normal sweaty palms today.Even saying 'it' doesn't bother you came as quite a shock to me.The cuddling and hand holding. Felt nice and not weird like it did with other boys.But I think I'll give you some time to clear the air with your on-and-off girlfriend first.Then from there, we see how it goes(:

fuckkk finals. ITS SO NEAR

2010-04-14T20:33:00.001+08:00

Kit says:(.....)so how's tests been? you dont seem stressed at allRachK. says: I AM but i cannot bear to study EVEN WORSE KAYKit says: haha thatsnot right you're stressed abt tests and yet wont study! hows that going to help you..RachK. says: exactly. -_______- im fucked up this sem really damn fucked micro is not gona give me a B chem is gona take loads of exercises to get an A pr is gona be a

We need to uncover this infatuation

2010-04-13T23:08:00.003+08:00

Can't believe I brought Jon home today.That was a very sudden and bold move on my part. But...we absolutely had a fun day together! Even if it was, just discovering about his crooked toe and my sweaty palms and hanging out in the library and getting bubble tea. God I sound like im documenting this. Well, no i'm not! (atleast in my conscience im not. hahhaa)We really are suppose to study socio but

Colonel, u da man!

2010-04-13T19:53:00.001+08:00

Must watch food advert of the month!

Blue this week. Yellow next (:

2010-04-10T05:17:00.000+08:00

Freakin awesome car

2010-04-08T21:44:00.004+08:00

Had the privilege of riding in Jae Shaun's car today. though for a split secondDude has a fucking haler under his hood! Cost only rm70 sumore. Damn, i want my own. It would be sooooo cool. announcing shit over it. YEAAAH-AH--Partied at Halo Bali last night. Celebrated ms Zarina's 21st. woot wootsFree alco, smirnoff and black label. Hentam la I. But sadly I had to keep it to a level where I

stubs are hot

2010-04-06T01:17:00.003+08:00

So. There's this guy from high school that I fancied. He's back in town and we're going out for lunch (hopefully) sometime this week. He asked me to belanja him for lunch. What a courteous man! I decided that I'll only treat him to it IF he shaves. HAHAH!He has this thick annoying mustache ever since upper secondary. So every time when he's clean shaven, he just looks completely different. and

When will I ever learn

2010-04-05T01:27:00.003+08:00

#1. I am beginning to be emotionally dependent on a guy who is still hung up on his crush. I need to wake up and get bitch slapped and maybe have a good weep.#2. Stressing out for Microecons. I hate you Guna for 'forcing' me to take this sub!#3. Putting pressure on myself for my PR portfolio. which is due in a week and I just started on it!#4. I think I need a man in my life. Or at least a

Check out this art history inspired video

2010-04-04T13:18:00.002+08:00

70 Million by Hold Your Horses ! from L'Ogre on Vimeo.(via femmething)cool no?

June 14th

2010-04-04T11:52:00.002+08:00

Mika, come to Malaysia please?It'll cost me a bomb if I go to Sg for yr gig.Not to mention, kena ponteng class and keletihan semua..haih

I hope so.

2010-03-31T00:34:00.001+08:00

SIGH

Grim reaper

2010-03-30T21:15:00.003+08:00

Gossssh. Am going back for the funeral tmr.It's gona be really really grim and terrible. I hate funerals, but am completely comfortable with the fact that everyone will die one day. Just.hate.funerals.especiallywhenyouseelovedonescrying.

Dear grandma

2010-03-30T00:58:00.006+08:00